i finished haibane renmei today -- a very thought-provoking anime. it taught me a lot, i think.
I've always sort of struggled to learn lessons from obviously tortured artists who have created something great. Their message touches me, but ultimately I don't learn too much. I think Haibane is different -- or perhaps it's a change in myself, and I'm able to change more again.
I considered Reki's position to be incredibly enviable, until they come up with a gotcha later on.
My life is getting better, but very challenging at the moment b/c i'm unmedicated.
I really wish I had my own place. It's been weighing on me a lot. Jealousy is centred around that and people who got better starts, I think.
It'd be awesome. I'd love to have a big desk, too. I think I'll buy one soon. I just get so anxious about purchasing decisions.